Food and I

So as the four of you. . . I mean the millions of followers I have know, I love to eat. I am a big fan of food. Recently a book was brought to my attention Women, Food, and God. I read the book, I mean I the first half of the book before it started getting repetitive and I have to say that there was a lot of truth to it. The author(not quite sure of her name) states that if we overindulge in food there is probably some underlying truth to it. I thought bologna, there is no way that my obsession with food and my obsession to talk about food has anything more to do with the fact that I LOVE TACO BELL. I am not afraid to say it again I LOVE TACO BELL. But then I started thinking and thought, crap this woman is right there is something else to me constantly wanting food(by the way when I say food I really am just referring to taco bell, donuts, good pasta dishes, anything that would be served during the breakfast hour!) OK where was I, I quickly became enthralled in the idea of going to Taco Bell. . . .anyways in all seriousness I now realize that food has been the only thing that I have ever been completely and utterly allowed in life with no exceptions. It has always been acceptable for me with boys to eat. It was always OK with my parents to eat more than I necessarily needed. I wasn't given a whole lot extra in life but food was always OK. Even now I know that food is always acceptable to spend money and or time on. But now that I have come to this realization I am stuck, does this mean that I am using food to make up for something lost or have I just been using food because it has always and only been the one thing that everyone else is OK with? Crap I should have finished the book maybe then I would know what to do with this information!!! Oh well I guess I will just blame my indulgences next time I order a cheezy gordita crunch:)