Friday, September 17, 2010
How it is
Is it wrong to think that I all the great things in life are over. I did everything so fast that now I feel as though there is not much to do but just live. I got married, moved back across the country, had a baby, changed jobs, bought a house all within one year and then the next year I had another baby. I know it may seem selfish but I was the first to have kids and now my friends are having kids and I am so excited for them I can hardly stand it but as I am watching Stella get older and start doing all of her tricks I can hardly believe that I will never have another baby. It seems like I am too young to even think this and some days believe me I am glad that I will never have another baby but it is still hard to feel like all of the really great things in life are behind me.
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I know you feel that way sometimes, but it really just is the beginning for you. Your children are becoming fun little people with personalities and the ability to show you love...that is pretty amazing stuff. Not to mention all of the life moments you will experience through them and your friends. With every new chapter comes so much more substance to make your life richer. And all of your friends are here for you to share that with. I know you'll be an amazing auntie to my kids and that is something you will definitely have to look forward to...that is if I ever have kids!! Love you!!
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