Just me

Most of you know that I am a crazy person and have millions of things going on but I feel as though I have regressed lately and spend way too much time avoiding what I actually need to be getting done.  I have not folded laundry for ever or even organized parts of my house that I have been planning on since I went back to work.  I just believe that I am at that point that I have so much on my plate that I simply have given up.  Granted I am getting everything done that is required to be done but also there are things such as I just graded a paper for one of my classes that the students handed in three weeks ago.  Not good.  I think that being the person I am my brain with everything stressing me out has simply shut off.  I try to be a good person and it is very hard for me to say no to people but I feel as though if I don't allow myself to shut down I may quit.  As I am writing this I can feel my thoughts intermingling together; not writing what I should but getting some of my craziness out of my head.  There it is I am crazy and not afraid to admit it.  I think this is why I have constant headaches and the drs cant figure out what is going on with me it is simply because I am losing it:)  At least I have been able to bake when I shut down or blog. Which reminds me maybe I should finish O's stocking that I started when I was pregnant with her.  That would relieve stress.  I am so excited for xmas this year O is starting to understand the whole idea of it which is fun but may not be a good thing.  We will see